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Jack Toh Thiam Jade17 going 18 Schooling in Republic Poly Leo 02/08/93 Jacktoh_93@hotmail.com Wishes
-Last Long With Carissa :D-Elder Brother To Be Successful In Career And Last Long With Grace -Second Brother To Be Successful -Change My Temper -Family To Be Peaceful -Ah Ma Will Lead A Good Life -People Around Me To Be Happy -Be More Sensible -Get To Know True Friends Tagboard
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i m a useless n hopeless bastard who lives off my parents... thanks for telling me how much u hate me... so what even if we knew each other for 8 yrs... together for 2 n a half yrs... like u said ppl will change... and i changed... i m at fault... i deserve to be retained n not promoted to sec 3 express... thanks for telling me n letting me noe... how useless i m to u... Saturday, October 27, 2007
yesterday was the end of sec 2... moving on to sec 3... will not forget everything tt happened tis yr...today was suppose to be the last class gathering of class 2/5... but i did not turn up... wanted to go for service in the end i did not turn up also... actually wanted go dexter's chalet to enjoy myself but i realised i cant... even if i go i will be acting happy... well ytd miss tan wanted to see me... i went to general office and saw my mum there so she talked to us... she said my science n maths was not very good and wanted me to go back sch for the next 3 weeks from 9 to 12 daily... i was damn sian at tt time n felt like walking out of the fucking room... but wat done cannot be undone... i haf no choice but to agree... and she said there will be a test at the last day to decide whether i can get back my report book... i dun tink i will study... i tink i will still fail badly no matter how many chances i haf... i couldnt believe my own eyes tt you could actually type those things out... we known each other for 8 yrs n loved each other deeply for 2 and a hald yrs... you still doubted me in the end... guess i was meant to be alone... forever.... thanks for all ur care n love this while... but i guess u can stop here... even if it continue... its jus pure pity you r having for me... I jus wish to say i still love you... Tuesday, October 23, 2007
recently many things had happened...me being weak dunno how to handle it... I dunno why suddenly tis moment i thought of you god... it suddenly remind me that all this are obstacles in my life... I muz over come it to become stronger... although its hard... i will try... to the kind person in my blog... i thank you for making my tagboard lively... maybe wat u said is true... but i will not be beaten down by ur stupid comments... thanks for tagging anyway n i seriously dun welcome twits... plain disgrace to the society... Saturday, October 20, 2007
it just ended like this... you wanted freedom... i gave you... you wanted a better guy... i give it all to you... at a cost of my broken heart... to all couples out there... please don't break up cuz of some small things... its fate for you all to be together as a couple... cherish it... don't regret once you have lost it... Friday, October 19, 2007
ytd didnt post cuz nvr use com... was out whole day... haha...ytd morning woke up at 11am n bath all tis den went to lot 1 to meet kk,joel,jeydee,zk n jarr... we ate kfc den went to take bus to timah... reach there play counter strike... quite sian la... den after playing went to eat kfc... after tt went to another lan shop to play pool... =.=... den tt stupid michelle haha... came to find us cuz she said she baked cookies for me... ok she came n told me to eat 1 first... i looked at it... dun dare to even touch... but nvm since its her sincerity den i eat lor... but i ate 1 nia... den joel they all help me eat 1 also haha... taste like bread instead of cookies... haha nvm... good effort... den i went off 1st cuz my bro came to pick me up at 8pm at timah... den went to suntec city to have sakae sushi for dinner... LoL 1st time there... den after eating went to peninsula plaze to play lan... cuz goin to watch the show "Brothers" at cineleisure... den the show starts at 1.45am so went to lan shop to spend some time off... went there and watched the show... quite nice la... den went to geylang to eat supper... after supper den brother send his frenz home den send us home... reached home at 6am... ironed my clothes... den slept... no energy to go sch at all... zzz... Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Saturdayhaha so long nvr blog le... tis few days of holidays happened alot of things... didnt go for service cuz it was bloody hell raining for the whole morn... afternoon still raining... went there eat and wait for my bro de fren wake up den we played mahjong...den got problem goin there so in the end nvr go... so sad.... wanted to go de T.T... but nvm... stayed at home and wait for my brother to come fetch me cuz goin his fren de chalet at pasir ris... he came at 8+ den go fetch his frenz den we went to the chalet at coasta sands haha i dunno how to play at 1st den i play n ppl teach me den i noe le haha den suddenly addicted LoL... den after playing till 5am+ we went to east coast to play pool, at 1st wan go timah but too far so nvm lor went to east coast... LoL i so noob keep missing the balls den go play those type of table soccer whr u control ur players tt r on sticks. haha den went for breakfast at west coast hawker centre den went home... reached home at 9am+.... den slept... haha wat a long day... den at night went to jeremy hse to ton n played ps2 haha... till early morning nvr slp... @.@ i slept like only 1hrs plus... so sad... Sunday woke up at 10.10am... i was late cuz i supposed to meet dear at 10am SHARP at her hse... sian diao den i chiong there lor... tot she was ready le... n waiting for me angrily... but i reach tt time she still drying her hair... =.=! totally sian-ed... den went to lot 1 meet her frenz n went to kfc to eat... den wait for marcus,tony,ben,dijon,bing chong n andy to come... den we went to take mrt n go to harbour front... LoL i 1st time go to vivo... -.- n long time nvr go sentosa le... like few yrs le =X haha den we went to bought the wat ticket de den took the monorail to sentosa... reach there wasted alot of time cuz the guys keep dilly dally... ai mai ai mai attitude... den took there wat tram n wanted to go to tanjong beach... halfway there raining very heavily... sian diao... den we sit 1 round n went back... den went back to vivo and watched My DNA Says I Love You... quite a nice show lor... den wanted to eat steamboat in the end all dun wan n went home... sian diao... den went home wif dear... pei her go buy her dinner n send her home... haha endured the whole day wif jus 1hrs plus of slp... haha... long time nvr go out wif dear le... kinda happy ^^ haha... thx alot dear... muackz... Thursday, October 11, 2007
today had IT lesson till 2.30 pm.... well its sian cuz we did adobe photo shop...we did be4 and we had to pass up our work if not we will be reported to kumar... haha everyone was like having so much fun but me... was unable to haf fun... so i sat alone haha and did my things n work n did my own things... maybe its due to tis morning those things my dad said to me... n all the scoldings i got from him... after IT lesson went to lot 1 find kk,jia xian, esther and rui ping... loitered around for awhile den go jelapang cut hair... lol kk ps jiaxian to pei me haha thx... after tt took taxi home n rested... dun feel like caring anymore.... ya... cuz the whole incident dun seem to bother you and u seem to lead a better n happier life wifout me... even if it does u dun tell me i won noe... jus hope tt u will gif me an answer as soon as possible... so tt i won be a burden to u anymore... fucked up tis few days wifout u... Wednesday, October 10, 2007
today was the marking day for cckss haha... so no sch for everyone... woo shiok!alot of ppl went out today... but i didnt... haha actually was goin to cut hair wif joel... but too late cuz i woke up at 3.50... -.- so he go cut 1st... tio ps-ed haha... den did my usual routine... played com... watch shows... so in the end nvr go out haha... so sad... such a waste... er today like alot of ppl birthday... but i dunno who so decided to wish them happy birthday haha... tml getting back results... wonder how well will i fare... haha... anyway decided not to post anymore emo things on my blog le. dun wish to attract unnecessary attention anymore haha and dun wish to act emo le haha can happy jus happy LoL got things go find my dear dear can le =) cuz i noe she will be there for me always n listen to me haha... dear... sorry for all the things i haf done... i promise it won happen again... i will be there for u always when u nid me n support u whenever u nid... I love you... Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Woo haha finally updating my quite dead blog... hahato be exact today is the last day of exams cuz its alr 2+ in the morning haha... whoa cant believe tt i m so pig i slept at 7+ den sleep all the way till 2.30 am haha. so far all the papers i did quite well... only my science,geography n home econs did badly... nvm la haha today will be maths er tink I can get a B ba cuz i got dear's special teaching on saturday^^ come to tink of it its been a long time since we last went out together... haha missed the times n also miss goin out wif her so much... hmm here to wish everyone good luck n hope all will get good grades n get into the subjects u all wan =) haha dunno why... my love for you had been increasing greatly tis few days... although i may not fit the category of ur so cal perfect boyfren... but I will do my best to change and be a better boyfren to you... who noes... I may be ur husband in the future ^^ haha hoping tt you are free on wednesday =) Love ya haha no forever... hehe... |