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Jack Toh Thiam Jade17 going 18 Schooling in Republic Poly Leo 02/08/93 Jacktoh_93@hotmail.com Wishes
-Last Long With Carissa :D-Elder Brother To Be Successful In Career And Last Long With Grace -Second Brother To Be Successful -Change My Temper -Family To Be Peaceful -Ah Ma Will Lead A Good Life -People Around Me To Be Happy -Be More Sensible -Get To Know True Friends Tagboard
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Sunday, September 30, 2007
so all this while i m jus acting emo...do u really understand how i feel... do i haf to banf my fist on the table everytime.. knock my head on the wall everytime... torture myself as if i m like some crazy ppl everytime... when will u ever understand me... its been 2 yrs... y do u still bear to say those heartless things to me... why isn't there any1 who understands me... WHY EVEN YOU DUN UNDERSTAND ME! IF YOU DO HATE ME TT MUCH JUS SAY IT! I AM JUS A FUCKED UP PERSON! DUN BOTHER BOUT ME IF U DUN FEEL LIKE! HATE ME FOR ALL I CARE! IF YOU STILL DOUBT MY LOVE FOR YOU THERE'S NO POINT CARRYING ON! GO FIND A BETTER GUY DEN! Saturday, September 22, 2007
haix... chinese paper was ok la...although didnt knew some of the words n forget hw to write them -.-... den after tt took maths test cuz i was absent on thursday... den wanted to go westmall wif bros de but kk send jiaxian home den jeydee go lan wif tingwei,junqing they all so in the end all nvr go... me n joel decided to go lot one haha... nth do den go there walk walk hoping to see someone... but nvr see till tt person haha joel was so sad... LoL saw dear dear twice also suprised tt she there... tot she go home le... den after walking for few more times we decided to go home... i went home n was very tired... so fell asleep... actually today my primary school got mooncake festival thing den wan go back wif dear de... but cuz i overslept den i nvr go... haix felt so bad right now... den called her but quarrel in the end... I m sorry tt i psed you... i also wish to go de but... too tired... haix... sorry for all tt i haf done... really wish to apologize to you... Sunday, September 16, 2007
hmm today was a boring day haha... actually was fine de but in the morning suddenly flu come...den noon was bout to go for service... but den cough come also... so i m down wif flu n cough... haha sway... nth much to post... haha off to slp le... anyway yesterday was junqing's birthday haha... Happy 15th Birthday to you junqing Friday, September 14, 2007
sian now damn du lan... cuz of my fucking stupid frenz...cb limbei nicely ask u all wan dota not all gif me attitude chao chee bye. seriously i dunno y i noe u all n dunno y i noe such fuckers like u all knn. cb la next time dun wan jus say dun wan la hor knn dun act la knn all lan jiao bin Wednesday, September 12, 2007
sian... wanted go sch today but headache n felt dizzy den my left knee dunno y damn pain...zzz exams r round the corner le... next friday is chinese liao... no more time to play le... muz study hard now if not will regret in the future de... haha... haf to start revision asap and finish my revision works... hope will haf good grades =) Monday, September 10, 2007
zzz dunno wat happened... having stomachache after eating dinner...shld be food poisoning ba... T.T... tot will be ok after goin to toilet but i was wrong... it got worse... den cant slp at all... only like managed to slp for 2-3 hrs... ahhh hope will be ok... zzz Saturday, September 8, 2007
Today was a very fun day haha...at first i went to westmall the bus stop outside to meet gene gene n er sao... LoL den bus 157 came I was really very damn EXTRA la... we sat at 5 seater seat den at my left got 1 couple, right eugene n steph tt couple den middle i single (-_-)... nvm i endured awhile den reach dominy's condo den we wrote our name at the guard hse. I was damn guailan... we haf to write visit at 1 column den i go write 1 big big visit enough to cover mine, eugene n er sao's name... den we walked to bbq pit find them... at first quite sian den tt couple keep walking around... den me n dominy decide to go swim so we join the others haha took off clothes n jumped down the pool =) den we did stupid stunts la haha keep jumping down n coming up n keep doing it haha... so fun la... actually I long time nvr swim le so wanted to swim n it was SHIOK! haha den we took a rod or wat la n the things tt is used to save ppl when they r drowning(ps i dunno wats tt called... -.-) den we played wif it haha... den we start to get more cheeky haha... we grabbed those who dunno hw to swim n those tt r dry n pushed them down the pool haha... LoL poor wenshan LoL sorry haha i pulled u down... den eugene n steph so sad sia tio us push down also... haha lucky eugene nvr drown =X den we went to sauna woo shiok haha... we wanted to get dry but got more wet instead... den joselin suddenly come n say theirs not hot den want to join us... LoL den she,wenshan n ersao came haha... but be4 tt we were doin stupid stuffs... Introducing our 'good n loyal protectors' to each other haha when its all guys... den we were sweating inside.. ahh... shuang haha... den crapped awhile... came out of sauna le go shower... whoa the feeling is great haha... den after tt go cut cake and eat... after eating we played pinyata haha... LoL 1st to go was b'day boy AMOS haha he missed... noob shit haha... den next is Dominy Ang haha he missed too... -.- pathetic haha... den is Dexter (WOOOO someone's dear dear wor... hehe xD) n he hit woo haha... den Joselin... haix tt MONSTER...?! wan to hit tt pinyata box till so despo tt she broke the stick -.-... the scene when she hit tt thing was so scary... zzz den eugene n er sao went MISSING! LoL so Owner Chasper decided to send out a search party to search for them... and it was Jack,Joselin(MONSTER),Dominy,Dave(BRIGHTEST GUY) n Wenshan... we walked till dave n wenshan suddenly disappear... 0.o den the 3 of us carried on finding... den we walked till a bench... we saw something moving in the dark.......... guess wats tt? AHHH CORRECT! it was eugene n er sao doin something! haha xP LoL den we act blur say nvr see anything haha... den after awhile they walked off ^^ haha den after tt we sat at place n continue talking... haha... didnt noe we were jus behind the bbq pit... LoL haha... den after awhile we went back and each went on our own way haha... Enjoyed myself today haha... haha especially when swimming wif dexter,yuting,chasper,amos,di hao,alex,khairyll n jordan haha... hope to haf more of tis outings =) HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY AMOS=) Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Bad day today... Went to timah's lan shop wif my primary sch frenz today...at first was playing till quite happy but den i lost my handphone... its my careless mistake... nvr put properly and left it on the table when i went to toilet... the person... very kb... steal my hp ok le la den no nid break my keychain de ma... now the keychain is broken into half... thx to wei jie... he helped me find it back... was very sad cuz the keychain was a present from dear... i called my mum n told her to help me cancel my line... actually losing it its no big deal... jus tt... it has become a part of my life... like I am used to having a handphone den suddenly dun haf le will feel awkward... but nvm... jus tahan for tis few days... or maybe months... I really wanna thank my parents for being so caring for me... I didnt expect to see dinner today cuz i went home very late n they nvr cook... but to my suprise my mum bought chicken rice for me... I told her to buy milk for me den she buy also... haha... sound so wrong... I realised hw unfillial I was be4... I was really very lucky... I really want to change for the better and dun disappoint and hurt them anymore... Thanks Mum and Dad For loving me so much... and dear... I will always love you no matter wat happens... Stop tinking on the negative side... You are not a burden to me at all... Hope you understand soon... Sunday, September 2, 2007
well have been trying to be happy tis few days...somehow I did succeed... but dunno y after i guai lan joselin den low again... started to see ppl's blog and saw hw happy most of them were... well I was kinda... envious or jealous...? dunno... maybe both... was wondering... why can they be so happy while i cant... after all we are same aren't we? why can they be so happy but i jus cant... although I not having some big problems as others might tink... I am jus having some small little personal probs... others might tink 'omg jack's such a useless weakling, little things emo till like fuck, dunno whether girl or boy' seriously I dun gif a fucking damn bout tt... I also dunno why I am so emo... mostly i tink its cuz of you... nvm dun tink u will bother to read tis piece of crap either... dun tink you will noe the deepness... nvr... ever... after reading those tags I am speechless... you all might scold me for being stupid or watever shit... I jus dun gif a fucking damn bout it... I jus dun wish to haf a relationship which will quarrel every time we jus finished a quarrel... and mention breaking up everytime we quarrel... I am sick n tired of it... everything... If you wish to break jus fucking tell me... and I will... gladly... let go of you... |
