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Jack Toh Thiam Jade
17 going 18
Schooling in Republic Poly
Leo
02/08/93
Jacktoh_93@hotmail.com


Wishes
-Last Long With Carissa :D
-Elder Brother To Be Successful In Career And Last Long With Grace
-Second Brother To Be Successful
-Change My Temper
-Family To Be Peaceful
-Ah Ma Will Lead A Good Life
-People Around Me To Be Happy
-Be More Sensible
-Get To Know True Friends


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Pamela


Music


Credits
Layout is by Cia: (Blog | Acc)
Icons/banners are from: Stopthetime / Reviviscent respectively.
Links inspiration are from: Alissa. xoxo
Monday, June 11, 2007
didnt slept ytd... morning bathed den went to jeremy hse to play...
wei jiet n jeremy was there den i played Granado Espada for awhile n was tired...
we all fell asleep haha... den till four pm woke up n start to play again...
well after tt went to mac for dinner n den took cab home...
haha... tml going for camp liao... 4 days 3 nights...
so won be available till thursday or friday...
will miss u badly... cant contact u... haix... nvm...
dun tink u feel like talking to me anyway...
feel like calling u but... nvm la... dun wish to hurt u further...
well... jus take care of urself tis few days k...
haf to take ur medicine... n eat ur meals regularly...

Sunday, June 10, 2007
well... another boring day passed...
didnt go for service cuz dun feel like...
life tis few days was like...
a kite flying wifout its strings attached to it...
dinner went out wif parents... long time nvr go out wif them liao...
went to ate prata at somewhr near upper thomson road...
quite nice though... came home n played games wif frenz...
still quite... sad or emo... i dunno...
its like... u r always doing all tis...
u gaf me tt comment on frenster...
its like... i was still hoping u said sth to forgive me or wat...
but... u said all those... it hurt me... alot... very deeply...
i totally lost myself today n ytd when u told me to "FUCK OFF"...
well... if u wan to break... jus tell me straight in my fucking bloody face...
i dun mind anymore... if watever i do will make u hate me more...
i dun mind ending up being hurt... if u r happy tis way...
i m willing to leave u forever... sorry... for being a useless boyfren...
all tis while... i only gaf u misery... i nvr gaf u any happiness at all...
pls gif me an answer as soon as possible...
whether to continue... or end tis...
take care n stay happy ok... haix... =)
i promise i will stay happy even after u leave me...

Friday, June 8, 2007
dunno y the hell m i posting tis...
shld i or shld i even not post...
i really dunno now...
in a dilemma now...
sometimes... i jus wish to be important to u...
i jus wish to haf ur care n concern....
like u always do during e past...
but... y muz e nightmare come... when...
i haf to cry almost everynight...
or hold my tears almost everytime u say those hurtful things...
muz we always quarrel everynight cuz of small n stupid things...
y muz u always say those things to me...
do u noe... although i dun look like i gif a fucking damn bout u but...
deep inside... u r still e most important person in my life....
i jus wish to be like last time... as happy as happy i was when i m wif u...
i really really loved those times... pls... tell me watever troubles n things u r hiding from me.... u dun use to hide things from me....
or isit tt.... after all tt happenned u dun trust me anymore...
m i asking for too much... i jus... wan to noe u better n so tat...
i can care for u... like hw i used to last time...

Thursday, June 7, 2007
Well another boring day had passed... didnt do anything much though...
Cant post ytd cuz my stupid com... sometimes load to e posting page load so long... dunno wtf it is loading la...
Ytd had training at 8-12.30 near 1 pm cuz trained quite tough but its good =)
den after tt rushed down to imm to work... i reached there changed n den start to cook the chestnuts la... but cook till halfway den some1 tink reported to the damn security guard tt i m underage den cant work there... den he came in to my shop n wanted to check my pass which is sth tt every1 muz haf working in tt place... but in fact i dun even haf a pass la... zzz... but nvm... so my uncle had hired a malay lady so she lent me her pass so i wore it lor... but also cannot la cuz e security guard also checked hers... so nvm... den after tt guard went away i called my uncle n asked him wat to do lor... he say bo bian cannot work liao... so i was "fired" la... haix nvm la...
Den after tt i rush back home to bath n tt josanathan... so stupid... go to eugene chalet at chevrons at so early... den cal me to go down faster to pei her... cuz she is shy -.-.... like wtf... she will shy 1 mea... den bath all tis den took cab down there... when i reach there den alot ppl reach liao... kk,jd,joel,eugene n his cousin edmond was playing bball den chas,jordan hum,di hao was playing soccer wif josanathan...
den i joined in bball la den played 3v3.... waited for jarr to come den we played monkey(soccer version la...) den after tt gene n edmond went to bath den we went back to e chalet room n kk they all start to play mahjong haha jarr was NOOB SHIT! haha... after tt me n joel went to buy drinks den went around e place to search for LAN gaming centre... but it was closed down.... T.T sad la.. but nvm.... den we went to e pub to play pool n den went down to play bball again... den josanathan 2 frenz came in to join in so we played 5v5 haha was fun although we anyhow play on tt bastard joel... treating as if it was a real match... -.- but nvm cannot blame him captain has e best attitude =)... den finished eating e things den went to played bowling... played 2 games... jd was owning in e 1st game den i tyco tyco managed to score e same as him haha but jarr dunno go toilet do wat... come out become his turn to own... n its like... owning like fuck la... keep striking altough me n kk suaned him... haha den after bowling we was suprised 2 time cuz joel said he wanted to go home liao den we took life down to 1st floor den saw him outside e lift... haha den walked further saw josanathan's 2 fren sitting at e chairs there -.-.... ok... den we walked back together to e jurong east interchange haha den we was teasing joel n tt gal alfreda haha but i muz admit... joel is a true bastard... -.- haha... n e swayest thing was... my sim card became inactive sim... shit la... muz haf missed alot of msg n calls....

so sorry dear... psed u for so many times... n days... but really did missed u alot... i really did... haix.... i promise i won do tt ever again...


Friday, June 1, 2007
Hi ppl out there haha first blog and post of mine...
erm firstly haf to thk my beloved strawberry for helping me doing tis blog la...
ke lian her cuz she nid to stay up till so late jus to help me finish tis...
so sorry dear... muackz...well didnt noe tt blogging could be so hard la -.-

Haix so sian.... i jus needed ur care tis few days la... y r we keep quarreling...
i jus dunno lor... maybe its my fault? haix.... if tts e case i will change...
jus hope tt u will understand me if i lose my temper lor... sorry...