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Jack Toh Thiam Jade17 going 18 Schooling in Republic Poly Leo 02/08/93 Jacktoh_93@hotmail.com Wishes
-Last Long With Carissa :D-Elder Brother To Be Successful In Career And Last Long With Grace -Second Brother To Be Successful -Change My Temper -Family To Be Peaceful -Ah Ma Will Lead A Good Life -People Around Me To Be Happy -Be More Sensible -Get To Know True Friends Tagboard
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Saturday, December 8, 2007
after we broke up... many things changed... our lifestyles... our characters...many chances were given to me be4 yet i dunno how to treasure it... i only regretted when its been taken away from me... i haf been suffering for a month after we broke up... tt whole period my whole mind was you... i am having sleepless nights... having weird dreams... the whole month... i wanted to cry out loud but i jus cant... tears jus won fall... i was hoping u will change ur mind n come back to me... but u did not... and u seemed more happy with ur other male frenz... i was very disappointed at tat time n lost trust in you... the thing "its impossible to patch" kept coming to my mind... after much quarrels with u i still wanted to believe in you... but who knows after tt month... i m almost immune to everything... you said u dun believe tt our relationship was tt weak as we had gone through everything a couple has gone through... but if its not weak we would not break for no reason... you were treating me coldly tt month and didnt really cared bout me... i always wished tt there was a day u will change ur mind... but now i haf fallen for someone and you came back to me... i only realised my love for you has faded... jus like urs for mine... i chose not to go back to you its becuz i haf alr confessed to the gal i like... and i do not wish to hurt her... even if i go back to u... will our relationship lasts... will we be happy... the answer in my head is no... i dun wish to hurt you anymore... i cant gif u the happiness others can... although we noe each other for 8 yrs... n u are stuck with me for 2 yrs... i still dun understand you enough... jus like u haf said... i jus wish u can stop doin all the things tt are hurting urself and be happy... i cant give the happiness you nid so giving it to others its a much better choice... i jus wish to thank you for being the first one to let me noe wats true love... and the feeling of losing ur love... jus hope we can remain as frenz or even gans... take care... well will be goin for camp tml... tink will be back by wednesday... haha hope to see changes in me =) |
