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Saturday, August 11, 2007
well... really not in the mood to do anything tis few days...all started on 6th of august... which was monday... tt day i ponned school n stayed at home to slp... my mum was angry and took out my com's maiin switch wire... i was very fucked up den but... nvm... i continue slping till 7plus... i woke up and bath n ate.. after tt went to tell my mum to return the wire to me... but she didnt wan to so i was very angry and started kicking the chair n slamming my room door... den after tt quarrelled wif her as well as my grandparents... well i am an unfillial child i muz say... from monday till now i had been having problems sleeping... and mr liew spoke to veronica... and wanted her to talk to me... i tried to change but in the end we still quarrelled... i was damn fucked up tis few days... totally no mood at all... i had to like act happy to avoid unnecessary attention... all i wanted is her to care but... haix... maybe i dun deserve her care n concern at all.... quarrelled on 8th after NDP celebration... i returned home at 10 plus... after tt bath n eat den dun feel like staying at home... so i decided to go to my primary school fren hse to stay... i went there to play com n made myself very tired till i cannot stand it only den i can slp... den the next morning i rushed home and den went out wif jarrold,kk,jeydee n eugene... wanted go marina bay see fireworks but in the end we went to kbox... den on mrt we caught a pervert taking pictures of 2 gals... after tt i went to my primary sch fren hse to stay again... its jus tt... the feeling of home to me now is different... i actually wanted to change n study... but all tis tt haf happened plus watever i do i wanted n wish for u to care... but u dun seem to bother... maybe its my fault... i wasn't a good boyfren after all... i only returned home at 8plus today... and i cant slp again... so decided to play dota wif frenz... not in a good form to play... how i wish i can be drunk or get into a coma... life is really very miserable to me now... i dun feel like talking much to my mother anymore... i need u by my side now but u really dun seem to care... those words u said on wednesday really hurt me alot... up till now... its been whole 2 yrs n 4 mths... y... y do u still doubt my love for u... everything i haf done every wounds n scar i had... its all cuz of you... i dun tink you would trust me anymore... tis few days wifout you... it really sucks... i jus wish to say... if you dun love me anymore pls tell me straight... i dun wish to be a burden to you... i really really do love you... believe it or not... i leave it to you... |
